Guest Poem(s)
MICHAEL NEWMAN
MIND-BREATHES
Don’t remember me as a rag of bones,
But as the vibrant conversationalist
In pub encounters.
Don’t remember me as a Belsen throwback,
But as the epicure
At the head of the table.
Don’t remember me in doctors’ surgeries,
But as the rambler
Intrepid on the wolds.
Don’t remember me on life support,
But as the tower of strength
In your post-natal days.
Don’t remember me as another shadow,
But as the warmth
That entered your life,
And stayed.
CATHERINE BROUGHTON
SHADOWS -- FOR MY FATHER
A Prose Poem
I went back to Africa, so sure I’d find you. But you
were not there. On the boat – for a moment – was
that you? Smiling into the sun? The wind in your
hair? Oh, the shadows of the yachtsman you
once were beyond the African soil you loved
so much.
I drove through Africa and I looked at the dust to
find your footprints where you once stepped. And
there – for a moment – was that you? In that sound?
Oh, my heart leapt at the shadows of the father
you were. On the African soil you loved so much.
I did not find you. You were gone from that place.
Barely the touch of your ghost in the lands. Or
in the heat of the sun in the tropics. Or in the
waving darkling hands.
I think you are where I last saw you. And I cried.
Your shadow moves in that garden in Kent.
Where you died.
GLYNDA WINTERSON
TO SPEAK YOUR NAME
To speak your name outloud, alone,
jump starts that pain behind the breastbone
like sudden lift-off, like
a Cape Canaveral launch without the countdown,
like a force from the heart setting out
at the speed of sound
to get to you now, now, now
to grasp, grab, never-let-you-go again.
Your face and mannerisms
are fading on the mind’s monitor
and that once so familiar voice, that quiet
clearing of the throat, intake of breath beside me,
are reversing away from me
faster than speed of sound or light.
I am ground control, with no control, on watch
inside a re-enforced glass dome surrounded by the
stars,
and you are shrinking smaller even than a star
while I check the photograph of you which isn’t you
saved larger-than-life on the screen,
and listen on my head-phones
to the silence repeating itself over and over and out.
JOSEPH ALLEN
METRONOME
With each deathwe close on mortality,
stand in the tradition
of our past.
Those silent Sundays
shed with the years,
have dropped their drawn afternoons
like amber leaves.
Each echoing image
of a passing life
remains on our skin
as personal stigmata.
Scars form memories,
a rosary of days,
the counting of time.