And our heroine moved in these days of her loss
the shadows of the dead, barely discerning the living.
She could not imagine the fruit of men or trees to
and the leaves seemed mere shadows of the air.
With each person she met she saw not the flesh,
but the skeleton.
As the dead leaves fell that autumn and winter
she felt as if sky, earth and oceans were passing away.
She made half-hearted enquiries about joining the
but her mother was still powerful there, and she
distrusted the absence of men.
Yet she was drawn to the silence and the
But then the armies of colour marshalled their
and Spring was suddenly upon her.
Fresh lambs were born and were friskily naughty.
There was the smell of moist earth in the singing
The cavortings of deer gave her such pleasure
and she began to stir again at the sight of young