And this is a Clock
counting the seconds to tomorrow
and tomorrow and tomorrow
should be hand-in- hand
and the back-home smell of wild
roses overtaking the runaway grasses
and sky-high hollyhocks
and the two of us make-believing,
not me forgiving you
holding each other up,
above
the wreak of prime-time and this
is how we promised to be. Not me
circling an antiseptic room
stinking of stress and sweat and sorrow
and takeaway coffee. Not me,
cursing a clock that blinks each second, minute,
hour, day and disappearing night away. This is
not me forgiving you
a death I don’t want to live through. This
is not me. Not
you.